Okay, so i was studying my bio, and i wanted to rest...
so, i closed my eyes and automatically found myself in a classroom, smaller than my usual but still enough to fit us all.
It was my Malay period and this teacher always brags about himself. One thing good about him is he lets us change plalces as we want. None the less, i took a chair and sat on it, but i didn't have a table, only a chair. Everyone seated on their own place and xxx started to hand out papers. It was then i realized i didn't have my own table. lolx...
I was facing Sabrina, who was sitting in the first row with another student beside her. xxx was sitting behind her. xxx walked to me, her breast pressed against the back of my head as she looked down onto what Sabs and i were doing. xxx handed a paaper to Sabrina, and i was like "Hey, where's mine?" She said something in spanish, something like mercy or gracias... Couldn't quite remember it.
Then it happened. She bent down and i felt her lips on my cheek, near to my ears. Yeah, she was taller than me... She whispered something into my ears and i swear it felt so real. I could feel my whole body shivering at that contact and herh words. It wasn't like she was treathening me, but instead something like romantic.
heck, i don't know what was happening... lol
Actually, i stil don't...xD
But then, the scene changed. I was at her house and then...
I can't remember any of it already..
What's the meaning of this dream? oO
HOHOHOHO~~~
LOLx... yesterday, i recieved a message, saying : "hi, are you audrey? can i b friend wit u?"
i was like, "hu the heck are you?"
it turned out to be my primary school friend.. hahax
she finally got a handphone, and she had to work part time just to earn the money...
but the point is, i so happy that i don't have to write letters to her ard... xD
She's actually one of my oldest friend, but ya know, there's another even older one...
This particular girl went to the same kindergarden as me at the age of 4, then my mom said that the school not so good, have to change school...
Funny thing is, that girl also change, and is the same one as mine... again...
hehe... then in primary 1, she was the same class as me, i can't remember whether it was the front of me or the back...
guess who this girl is?
She's also one of the BRATs Malacca 2009... hahax
I betcha none of you know...
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Trial's on 2nd of sept, going to die ard...
someone save me please..
physics, bio and chem a lot to study...
sigh...
worst is sejarah...==
Hate SPM... ><"
For all those taking SPM, PMR, or school exams, gambateh ar!!! hee~~~xD
也许...
你不会像你对待他酱对待我,
但是我是不会那么轻易就把你让给他...
sigh... i'm gonna be heading for my EF practice in 25 min.. though it's fun, but time is passing by so quickly. after this Sunday's final, i won't be seeing this group of friends anymore, or maybe quite some time...
this sat i dun nid to go to school coz sound check is at 1.30pm... haha
ok larhx, i lazy lor, since school finishes at 2, but i rather not go for the whole day...xD
good thing is, i get to watch my primary school's sports day!! W OOHOO~~
Soooooooo long dind't go ard, stupid sat got school..==
wanna go find my teachers, hope they remember me! ><
hm... wonder if my primary friends would be there too anot... keke
lolz... today we were supposed to run 4 rounds around the school for our P.E exams...
3 of my friends weren't feeling well after they finished running. one of them kept sneezing, another had gastric pain coz she didn't eat anything after 7 a.m... the last one, kesian... her hands were numb, she couldn't maintain balance and she had problem breathing...
my friend, Monkey, who previously joined the red cross society helped her out, holding her hand and asking her to follow her breathing. i felt so useless...
Should've join that society, too bad now no more chance...
regret that i can't do anything to help my friends...
My totally weakness : don't know how to comfort or confess to people...
sad... T.T
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OMG, Kenan, the champion for YEC 2008!
Here's some video, you'll be totally amazed!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QuGFjr2c4ro&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0MlQfqQXrIg
LAST DAY OF EXAMS! Go wet.. hahax~
Here's my new gang... keke..
They are crazy, fun and crazy!
Sounds familiar?
Just like me! Woohoo!! xD
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See, we go chiong K!
Ps: The guy on the left, Wing... He kept throwing all the snacks at us and in the end, the whole room was a mess... xD
The guy who brought us the receipt brought along a broom...
"Sweep these up or pay RM200 cleaning fees..."
Hahax... luckily i went back early!
Toilet Camwhore session! haha~~
LOOK! There's only 5 girls in our class and 1 guy who stayed back to do the preparations...
OMG, we so kesian... the class also not coorperative de... =,=
Kei Kei supposed to come geh, but hor...
her eyes, medicine alergies.. like alien eyes ard... hahax~
Anyways, here's some pictures i took to show our hard work! xD
Lol... was supposed to update this yesterday... xD
Guess what?
We made it to the EF finals!
Woohoo!!
OMG, now even busier... hahax
but... so happie!! ><
Didn't think that we had the chance...
KL gt 3 teams... @.@
1. Us
2. The accademy de.. very pro one
3. Incredits... costumes nice...xD
Anyways, hope we'll enjoy in the finals~~ ^^
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Maple... @.@
So nice the episod 2... hahax
but so hard to find maple weapon... ==
haix... gotta plae so long to hunt one...
Audi lvl 10 ard lor... but still can't chance..
i so noob... T.T
haix...
JYS!!
in SPM!
in MAPLE!
in AUDITION!!
WOOHOO~~xD
so happie today~xD
Had a basketball competition during P.E class today and i got a 3 point shot!
Haha~~
so damn gila happie...
anyways... exams' round the corner now... 13/5
so sad, so fast then 4 months left to prepare for SPM...
Sigh...
those who have spm this year, we "attack" together! ><"
Now here comes the real thing...
Brats essay!
Haha....
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Sea… I love how they sun loses its shine when it sets, as if it was swallowed by the vast open sea. I can spend hours just laying on the sand, listening to the seagulls and the crashing waves. How I wish I could have a house right by the sea side. That way, instead of being forced out of bed to school every morning, I can be awakened by the crashing waves against the rock.
I am a 17 year old normal teenage girl. Well, particularly normal as in the ones who seek for good results and better future. I am short in whichever angle you see me. Can’t blame me though for being short as I am indeed born in a family of stouts. Plus the red jacket I usually wear to school, my friends had given me a nickname, which is “little red riding hood”. Even the teachers in school call me that! I’m mischievous in nature, always pulling pranks on my family members and friends. Those who don’t know me well would think that I’m snobbish. But actually, I’m slow in warming up to people. Those who are close to me would find that I’m a lunatic joker, cheerful and jovial.
One thing I hate the most is being betrayed. It just makes me feel inferior and disappointed. Imagine your trust has been betrayed and you lose your self-esteem. This is a feeling that is hard to fathom and I don’t think I can ever forgive anyone who betrays me. My next pet hate is certainly the green icky peas. With every bite I take makes me feel like there’s no tomorrow! I get this gross feeling whenever I taste the inner part of the pea. It tastes like sand, yuck!
I have a warm, loving family which consists of my father, mother and me! Yes, I am the only child in the family but I would have been lonely if it weren’t for my cousin sister who had been staying with us since birth. My father is the Head of Department with a property development firm whereas my mother is a homemaker. My father could be cynical at times, but he means no harm. It’s just one of his ways to show his affection. I learn a lot from him in the sense that when we criticize, it really bites. My mother, on the other hand, is kind of like those strict nannies in the olden days, the amahs with their long hair tied into a ponytail. The cane would be brandishing in her hand, chasing after us whenever we are naughty. My, oh my all the blue-blacks left indents on my body.
Where school is concerned, I am one of the committee members in the Japanese Society. As part of my responsibility, I had been given a task of organizing our yearly society school trip, which also leads me to being the one in charge of contacting the right people or authority. Oh boy was it hard to please our teacher. With every destination we’ve selected, he just shook his head and gave us the glare. The one which, you know will get you in trouble if you don’t show any results sooner. I wonder if it’s really that hard to please the bosses when I go out to join the rat race… Just recently our society had arranged a “Japanese student tour guide” program. We, as a member of the Japanese Society were given the chance of being their tour guide for the day. We were each in charge of eight students, like a mother hen with her eight chicks wandering around town. Even though it was my 5th year in this society, I still couldn’t converse well in Japanese. How embarrassing… Nevertheless, it was quite an experience and we truly enjoyed ourselves.
Art is my passion, my life! My creative juices flow every time I spot something out of the ordinary. So much so that fantasy starts raging through my mind. What I see is what I draw, manga style. Playing music had always been part of my life since young. I’m glad to have been given the opportunity to learn this wonderful skill as slowly I have come to acquire the taste of good music. Combine this with my art skills, it will definitely brighten up my future. Animation artist has always been my dream job. I believe that will be the demand in the future.
All said, I believe in this motto, “Inspiration is the Key to Aspiration”. Oh, and by the way, did I forget to introduce myself? I’m Audrey Lim, pleasure to meet you.
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I don't really forllow the motto...
At least not this year...
Coz i have no inspiration... ><
Here's another one...
I tried out for the Dublin competition...
Haha... Was just too bored in Form 4...
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Tomorrow’s World Essay Competition
“Dad! Hurry or we’ll be late!” A young boy who has the cutest eyes of all tugged onto my black cargo pants. I almost chocked on my peanut butter toasted bread as I chuckled a little at my son’s excitement. Today is his big day; today is his first day of school. “Dad!” He tugged harder.
“Alright, alright, Evan.” I took the last sip of my coffee and stood up, grabbing my coat along with me. That was when I saw a slim figure standing before me, smiling wickedly.
“Not even a goodbye kiss, hon’?” My lips curled up a little as she pouts. My wife, a cute brunette Cheryl is as lovely as ever. I moved forward and bent down, giving her a brief kiss on her cheeks.
“Of course there is.” I handed Evan his Power Ranger bag. I am amazed that it is still popular after such a long time. I think it was created during my ancestors’ generation. “I’ll be back for lunch.” With that said, I shoved my kid out of the door, smirking. I stood on my pavement, taking in the fresh air around me. What I saw was not unusual at all, but to my parents, they surely are. Flying vehicles, cyborgs, robots on the road, all over the city. This is the future; 23rd century is where everything changes; this is tomorrow’s world.
Mankind started taking tiny steps into the vast desert of the unknown a millennium ago, when a renowned scientist, Professor Hinomaru Takashi invented the airborne JX-11, a vehicle which could easily morph into an aeroplane at the press of a button. Professor Takashi’s invention created a path for us, mankind; a path which led us to this future.
When was the last time I saw someone planting greeneries? I don’t even recall anyone of us doing that. The trees I look at every day of my life; the rivers I used to fish in when I was just a kid, is nothing but illusions created by technologies. Greeneries have become extinct years ago, even before I was born. The air we breathe in are artificial substances created by what we now trust the most… Technology. Slowly, seconds by seconds, it is killing every cell in our human body, bringing death nearer every day. What we see now is but the surface of a time bomb, waiting to explode; the surface of what we so-call ‘the future’. Here I see some kids running around, happily living off their innocent lives, not knowing the consequences.
Take for example men’s best friend. Sad to say that they had been replaced by robotic ones which does not have any feelings for anything or anyone. Frankly speaking, it is just a metal piece of thing which costs you a bomb. I had never seen a living animal in my life, not even once. All I could do is imagine the shape, the figure by the details my mother used to tell me about in my childhood. Why has everything changed so fast? Prominent philosopher Martin Heidegger once said “Thus we shall never experience our relationship to the essence of technology so long as we merely conceive and push forward the technological, put up with it, or evade it. Everywhere we remain unfree and chained to technology, whether we passionately affirm or deny it.” None the less, it’s true, even though a few hundred years had passed since he said that, but it is still happening around us. We are trapped in the grasp of science and technology. No matter how hard we try or what we do, we cannot free ourselves from them; we can’t live without them.
God created us with minds greater than any other living creature on Earth. He helped us start a path; a path which we had to walk ourselves, not knowing what is up ahead. No matter light or dark; yin or yang, these are the things we have to figure out ourselves. Right, some did predict the future I am living in, a future full of artificial lots; some even predicted endless war and darkness. It will happen; it is only a matter of time.
“Oh dad~ you’re spacing out again!” Another familiar tug on my jeans. I shook my head as the voice brought me back to reality. I looked down at him, my smile never fading. “Are you alright, dad?” He asked with much concern in those teal eyes of his.
“Sorry, Evan-boy.” I opened the car door for him. “Come on, don’t be late for your first day at school.” I chuckled as he pouted exactly like his mother. I sighed inwardly, closing the passenger car door before heading for the driver’s seat. Well, we’ll manage to live that off somehow. It’s just another start to a new day… A day which I hope to be a better one for the next generation…
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The end!
Lol... I don't know why, but i suddenly miss my Form 4 English teacher... T.T
She left to be a lecturer... Sigh...
But anyways, juz dug out this oral that she said was good...
Felt like sharing it with you guys and asking for your opinion...
So...
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I have a friend, one whom has lost both her legs in a car accident. She never blames God for that for she knew that fate was against her. Neither had she loses faith in herself. Although she was considered as a handicap, but deep inside, she knew better. She was better than those around her; she knows she was way better than them.
Since birth, she was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. That was the main reason she wasn’t that welcome in class, she was often called the “problem child”. She didn’t know what happen when she was mad, it was either she found herself at home in bed, or tied up to a chair in class. Sometimes she could be sweet, kind, and creative as if she was an angel sent by Jesus himself; but sometimes, she could turn into a brutal monster, destroying everything that gets into her way as if she was a devil from hell. Who would ever want to accept a child like that?
Why must everyone see her in a different way? Isn’t she another human being on Earth who’s trying find a place she belongs? Even her parents didn’t want to accept the fact that they have a child like her. All the attention was given to her younger brother, who was all cute and not to mention a prodigy. She could never compare to him, never… She once tried to commit suicide when she was in 8th grade. Little did she knew it wasn’t her parents who stopped her from doing so, neither was it her friends, it was her form teacher. She remembers the things he told her. “When you have hope, you’ll eventually have faith, confidences, and everything you would ever want, just don’t ever give up on your life...” He said. “Nothing can take your precious life away from you.” Since then, she started building her self-esteem, having faith in everything she does. To believe you are always the first, that’s how you be a winner… She had never given up even after the accident she had which cost her both her legs, she will never give up…
If she did, would she be here to tell you all this now?
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Here it is... Do review my story!
I've been thinking, when are the STOMP coming back to Malaysia?
I watch their performance once, erm...
how many years ago was that?
Sigh... I read through the Star mentioning that they had a performance, somewhere...
Can't really remember it...
But...
Why?
Why no MALAYSIA?! @.@
So sad...
For those who likes rhythm, you ought to watch them...
totally priceless! haha!
I only speak of the truth!
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Oh yeah, talking about not enough time... ==
Ever heard of EF?
Electone Festival?
I'm joining, the regional auditions... haha
i just got the score last week, and the audition is on 8th of May.
I was like, WTF?
THAT'S LIKE 2 WEEKS AWAY!
But then, i did manage to memorize it... haha
Coz i performed with the same group of friends 2 years ago for the Yamaha Concert...
haha... so happie to see them again...
all grown up though... @.@
Our teacher-in-charge, Mr. Kevin...
Gave us a name, which i personally think is gross...
"Cooperative 2"...?!
What kind of name is that?
Hope we can get into the national finals...
Auditions are in the Yamaha HQ, Kelana Jaya~
Anyone interested to go?
It's free admission.... ^^
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TEACHER'S DAY?!
Woohooo!!
Our school is FINALLY letting us celebrate teacher's day...
considering this is almost my last year here, this was like my last party...
whuuu.... T.T
We're allowed to have our own party, bring our own food, and decorate our own class!
We're even allowed to join the performance for the teacher, though we have to go through audition...
Bah, who cares about performance?
We already wanted what we want...
LET'S PARTYYYY!!
Haha...
I might be making sushi or rice balls...
so...
depending on my time...
Don't look too forward to it!
*snickers*
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Latest news!
Heard of Susan Boyle?
She entered the Britains Got Talent 2009, and O-M-G...O.o
Her voice was like an angel's voice!
Watch it! Watch it! On youtube you dummy!
She sang I Dreamed A Dream even better than the original singer, Elaine Page!
Wow...
I was speechless!
Even Simon was smiling when he heard her sing...
first time, eh?
Check it out!
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Okay, i'm out of topics now...
haha...
So, till the next time i'm free! ^^
The answers hit me right on the dot... @.@
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-Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
-The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
-Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
-The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
-Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
-The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
-How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
-What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
-Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
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try it out at:
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
I've been doing some thinking a lot recently...
xxx
What is love?
Why do we seek so hard for love?
Is it something you can't live without?
Why do we die for love?
Is it something worth dying for?
Why do we say that love is cruel?
Is it painful to love or be loved?
xxx
No one can give me the exact answer...
So...
I'll just put it in one corner of my mind...
I'll find out later, in my life...
Haha...
Sigh... 3 weeks, 18 exams... ><
Well, i don't actually hate exams that much, but this is stressing me out... ==
I even woke up having sore throat...
usually i would be sleeping during boring lessons like sejarah, maths and all...
but this when i think about these exams, my eyes wouldn't even close an inch!
mind tired = body no response
WTH!
Just take a look at my schedule:
1/4 - Physics
2/4 - Calculus
3/4 - Chemistry
4/4 - *Prayers
5/4 - *Sunday
6/4 - English Literature component
7/4 - Chinese
8/4 - Sejarah
9/4 - Malay (Novel)
10/4 - Add Maths
11/4 - P. Moral (definisi...==)
14/4 - Physics (again...)
Italic - over
Bold - Sure fail
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This, is due to one order from the HM:
"No more exams after 18/4."
One sentence, kill us all...
Even worse than SPM...
sigh...
what to do?
stress IS life...
Sigh...
I love drawing, a lot...
I love acting, a lot...
I love music...
But i hate graphic designing...
Coz i'm bad in that...
So, the question is, which course should i take for after SPM?
I'm so confused right now...
There are a few choices which give me this headache!
1. Creative multimedia
2. Performing arts
3. Video and Animation
4. Comic/Illustration
5. Web designing
6. Game designing
7. Mass comm
Lots of question marks on my head... xD
hope i'll do well i my SPM, considering i'm the lazy LAZY type of person who doesn't like to do extra workbooks... ><
I'm the one who people usually refer as "lazy 'n' fail" type of person.
I'm lazy, that's true...
So I fail, logic, right?
But, haha...
I now believe that miracles do happen!!
I got 39/40 for my add maths...
When i got my result i was like: "OMG?!"
So happie...
I never passed my maths paper once last year and now...
wow... @.@
Okay, so here's a small preview of what i'm gonna be uploading bout my China trip...
These here, are all pictures from Macau...
The Venetian Hotel, i think... @.@
A very nice place, but an expensive one too...
i guess you can say it's a once-in-a-lifetime experience for me... haha
This is the outside night view... Breath taking, aren't they?
The room... 2 Queen size bed, or maybe king size... not sure... ><
All i know is it's big enough for me... wakaka~~
Well, here are the other stuffs bout my trip to japan, club med Sapporo!!
Club Med's all about skiing when it's winter here...
Look at the depth of the snow, to my knees! Haha... Snow forever! Oh, that's my cousin, Jasmine beside me!
Look at the Skiing map... huge, i know... We had to climb our way to the cable chair and carry our skiis on our shoulder, so damn heavy!
Family photo... Something you should know about me!
I'm REALLLLY into sailormoon, mostly Haruka and Michiru!
They rock, i tell you!
So, i'm a FF writer, of course, bou these two... check it out some time...
but i warn you, they're a homo couple for those who don't know... ><
http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1286317/RukaMichi92
only IF you don't mind the sexual thingy... if not, don't you dare click onto that link!
Haha... Hi all!!
